MY other FAVORITE BANDS ARE: THE CURE, SKINNY PUPPY, SISTERS OF MERCY, PROJECT PITCHFORK, TOXIC COMA, ALIEN SEX FIEND, and SUICIDE COMMANDO. After that I also like: WUMPSCUT, Throbbing Gristle, Cabaret Voltaire, SISTERS OF MERCY, Android Lust, WOLFSHEIM, Nine Inch Nails, DEAD CAN DANCE, Dance or Die. BELLA MORTE, CHRISTIAN DEATH, THEATRES DES VAMPIRES, SAMHAIN, FLESH FIELD, DAS ICH, DAVID BOWIE, MISFTS, Suixie & The Banshees, PRINCE, LONDON AFTER MIDNIGHT, ECT.
General About Me
I am the ghetto Gothic Vampyrian and Proud.
I JP Vanir am The Geeky, ADHD, Vampyre, Rivethead, Traditional, Hippie, Getto Gothic, Vegetarian, "Vampyrian" Graver", Pansexual Experimental Sound Artist AKA theUVUP. I am the Old school Gothic Vampyre & Proud PhreaK, and the founder of Vampyrian TempleUVUP since Dec. 18th 2003. I have been in the gothic community since the first Outland (mid 90's), the pagan community since 2002, as well as the Vampire community since 2000. I love topics about possession, the supernatural, Vampyres, Otherkin, Dark Spirituality, and Darkness ect...
I have a weakness for Tea, wine, and cloves...
The Mainstream world is all SHEEP
I mostly am involved with my sound art band Vampyrian-Trance: MY MUSIC , writing, going out, Vampyrian TempleUVUP and helping others that have gone through the same crap as me. If you need to get a hold of me contact me at: jp.vanir@templeuvup.network or revjpvanir@gmail.com I am however in a few other sites and networks. I am also an Empath & Proud Phreak in Central, Ohio. I LOVE MUSIC, clubbing, and dancing...
Morbid Obscurity, Peace, Love, Death, and Respect...
Morbid Obscurity, Peace, Love, Death, and Respect...
In case you don't know as much as you think you do about me one of my biggest pet peeves besides people telling me being goth is all about how you look (fashion) is people who mistake a work for the wrong meaning especially polyamory. Too many people mistake it for being all about having multiple sex partners but it actually means many LOVES not polysexica let me break it down for you: it come from Greek πολύ [poly], meaning "many" or "several", and Latin amor, "love"). OK I will be good now lol...
IT'S LIFE THAT I INGEST
***My addiction's are my herbal tea's and clove's!***
LOOKING FOR DONORS, FRIENDS AND VAMPIRES TO ADORE...
The simple Definition of Vampyre is one who needs energy (LIFE FORCE) because our bodies don’t have enough for our soul as we have a higher energy metabolism. We take it through the blood (some of the life force/soul or human energy is in the blood) or by the taking of it directly if we are strong enough. Most Vampyres are tired and drained when alone but are usually hyper and often have high anxiety; we feel extremely hyper and powerful when around large crowds…
My Idols are Layla (Lilith - Lilitu), Bryan Erickson of Velvet Acid Christ, Johan van Roy of Suicide Commando, Robert Smith of The Cure, & Candia of Inkubus Sukkubus. My fictitious Idols are The Phantom of the Opera, Hannibal Lecter, The Vampire Lestat, George From the TV show Blood Ties, and the original Eric of True Blood before Godrick as well as Sookie got a hold of him but there is some hope still but I preferred him before, Frank Murdoch & Roxanne "Roxy" from the movie "God bless America" ...
I hope to meet other real Vampyres, "safe" energy as well as blood donors, Pagans, Goths, & others interesting and like myself...
I hope to meet other real Vampyres, "safe" energy as well as blood donors, Pagans, Goths, & others interesting and like myself...
HURT:
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way...
MUSIC OF THE NIGHT:
NIGHT TIME SHARPENS, HIGHTENS EACH SENSATION...
DARKNESS STIRS AND WAKES IMAGINATION...
SILENTLY THE SENCES ABANDON THERE DEFENCES...
SLOWELY, GENTLY NIGHT UNFOLDS ITS SPLENER...
GRASP IT, SENCE IT...
TURN YOUR FACE AWAY FROM THE BLINDING LIGHT OF DAY...
TURN YOU THOUGHTS AWAY FROM COLD UNFEELING LIGHT
& LISTEN TO THE MUSIC OF THE NIGHT...
YOU WILL LIVE AS YOU HAVE NEVER LIVED BEFORE...
SOFTLY GENTLY, MUSIC SHALL CORES YOU...
HEAR IT, FEEL IT, SECRETLY POSSESS YOU...
OPEN UP YOUR MIND, LET YOUR FANTASIES UNWIND...
IN THIS DARKNESS THAT YOU KNOW YOU CAN FIND...
THE DARKNESS OF THE MUSIC OF THE NIGHT...
SO TRY TO TAKE IN THE EXTENT OF MY SIN...
IN DARKNESS MY HEART WAS WON!
You raise my hopes then you raise the odds...
You tell me that I dream too much...
I don't believe you anymore...
I don't believe you...
Never let it be said I was untrue...
I never found a home inside of you...
Never let it be said I was untrue...
I GAVE YOU ALL MY TIME...
WHAT IS LIGHT WITHOUT DARK? I AM A PART OF YOU ALL...
MOTHER NIGHT! FOLD YOUR DARK ARMS ABOUT ME. PROTECT ME IN YOUR BLACK EMBRACE...
FOR WHAT IS LIGHT WITHOUT DARK? I AM A PART OF YOU ALL...
BLOOD, Demons, Vampyres, ADHD, Serial Killers, PAGANISM, Vampyrism, Dark Humor, Possession, Vampire Erotica, LAYLA - LILITH - LILITU, SEKHMET, INDUSTRIAL, GOTHIC, German EBM, Independent Graphics, SOUND, UNDERWORLD AWAKENING, & Media ART (Independent MUSIC & Media), BEAUTIFUL PALE SKIN, Hannibal Lecter, SERIAL KILLERS, INKUBUS SUKKUBUS, Robert Smith, Hoodies, Trent Rezner, THE HAMILTONS, QUEEN OF THE DAMNED, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, DRACULA, PERCUSSION, LAYLA (MY DARK MOTHER), HECATE, FREYA, ANUBUS, SET, DEMON UNDER GLASS, Tim Burtin, Bela Lugosi, Edward Scissorhands, Edgar Allen Poe, Christopher Walken, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Interview With The Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, SADISM, SAMHAIN, Halloween, Eyeliner, Gothic Fashion, Synthesizers, Expressionism, SINGING, PERFORMING, George A. Romero, David Bowie, Christian Death, BELLA MORTE, Dead Can Dance, Musicals, Safety pins, Buttons, My Scottish German Heritage, Psychic Abilities, Energy, Hearses, UK, Christina Ricci, Sharp objects, Dancing, Norse Celtic Mythology, Cats, JOHNY DEPP, Prince, Necks, Breasts, Tantra, Empathic, Reincarnation, Theology, Lyrics, Lost Girl...
Favorite Movies and Shows
BLOOD, Demons, Vampyres, ADHD, Serial Killers, PAGANISM, Vampyrism, Dark Humor, Possession, Vampire Erotica, LAYLA - LILITH - LILITU, SEKHMET, INDUSTRIAL, GOTHIC, German EBM, Independent Graphics, SOUND, UNDERWORLD AWAKENING, & Media ART (Independent MUSIC & Media), BEAUTIFUL PALE SKIN, Hannibal Lecter, SERIAL KILLERS, INKUBUS SUKKUBUS, Robert Smith, Hoodies, Trent Rezner, THE HAMILTONS, QUEEN OF THE DAMNED, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, DRACULA, PERCUSSION, LAYLA (MY DARK MOTHER), HECATE, FREYA, ANUBUS, SET, DEMON UNDER GLASS, Tim Burtin, Bela Lugosi, Edward Scissorhands, Edgar Allen Poe, Christopher Walken, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Interview With The Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, SADISM, SAMHAIN, Halloween, Eyeliner, Gothic Fashion, Synthesizers, Expressionism, SINGING, PERFORMING, George A. Romero, David Bowie, Christian Death, BELLA MORTE, Dead Can Dance, Musicals, Safety pins, Buttons, My Scottish German Heritage, Psychic Abilities, Energy, Hearses, UK, Christina Ricci, Sharp objects, Dancing, Norse Celtic Mythology, Cats, JOHNY DEPP, Prince, Necks, Breasts, Tantra, Empathic, Reincarnation, Theology, Lyrics, Lost Girl...
Favorite Movies and Shows
My Favorite Movies and TV shows:
Vampire, Supernatural, Dark Humor, Slapstick, and Documentaries. But mostly really Dark Obscure Stuff...
Shotgun Wedding (2013) and God Bless America (2011) are what this fucked up nation has done to itself...
*The Matrix and Caprica* LIFE FORCE - THE HAMILTON'S – MARTIN - DAWN (more realistic vamp movies), THIRST (1979) (At least the Vampires let the humans have pleasure as they feed from them unlike humans as they torture there food; however I do disagree with forced awakening), UNDERWORLD AWAKENING, How to be a Serial Killer! (Great funny ass shit), BLOOD TIES, THE DEATHS OF IAN STONE, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, AVATAR, DRACULA, QUEEN OF THE DAMNED, ALL Hannibal Lecter & Serial killer Movies\TV Shows, Dylan Dog (Dead of Night), Fargo, THE OMEGA MAN (I prefer the Vampires or at least the leader Spiritual Vampire to the humans who created the plague), DRACULA 2000, The PERFECT CREATURE, VAMPYRES, ULTRAVIOLET, THE MATRIX TRILOGY (LOVE THE IDEA), VAMPIRES, Shotgun Wedding, Cottage Country, Perfect Sisters (2014 => but they should have gotten away with it!) Bonnie & Clyde 2013, The Usual Suspects, DEMON UNDER GLASS, LEGEND, EDWARD SCISSORHANDS, THE LOST BOYS, INTERVIEW THE VAMPIRE, CANADIAN BACON, ED WOOD FILMS, THE DARK HALF, Night of the Living Dead Films, POWDER, THE ADDAMS FAMILY, THE ADDICTION, THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW, CORPSE BRIDE, NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS, VAMPIRE JOURNALS, V FOR VENDETTA, VAMPIRE INTERVIEWS, the ADDICTION, DOGMA, CLERKS (both), BILLY MADISON, WHITE ZOMBIE, SID and NANCY, ALMOST ANYTHING BY MICHEAL MOORE, CRADLE OF FEAR, EMBRACE OF THE VAMPIRE, THE JERK, SOUTH PARK THE MOVIE, PURPLE RAIN, ECT...
TELEVISION:
I DON’T LIKE MANY NEW SHOWS. I LIKED TRUE BLOOD, ANGEL, FOREVER KNIGHT, GATES, BLOOD TIES, American Horror Story: Coven, FRINGE, & the ADDAMS FAMILY. Only things new I like are Humans, LOST GIRL, Continuum (is our future), FROM DUSK TILL DAWN THE SERIES, HANNIBAL, Grimm, Supernatural, Fargo, Vikings, & Once Upon A Time especially the character Rumpelstiltskin...
If you were wanting some themes for your front page or site JP,let me know-I can do some up for you,or I can start a Vampire Themes group-let me know:)) Of course for free:)
Posted by Rev. JP Vanir on
Sunday, September 10, 2017 at
1:37:57 PM
One big problem I have with shows about demons and/or demonic possession is "demons" turning crosses and or pentagrams upside down. Upside down crosses are really about martyrdom & it really is not demonic (The Cross of Saint Peter or Petrine Cross is an inverted Latin cross traditionally used as a Christian symbol, but in recent times also used as an anti-Christian symbol). Upside down pentagrams are pagan and also not demonic (it represents mankind as well in other faiths and the inverted Pentagram most likely represents Otherkin (Vampyres) such as us; this is my personal belief: http://vampyrian.spruz.com/pt/What-is-Vampyrian/wiki.htm. In wicca it represents however (the Gardnerian tradition of Wicca) witches may use the inverted pentagram to represent a Second Degree Initiation and the the upright pentagram represents the power of spirit over the material. Too many groups and/or individuals take other symbols and claim they have to do with there path (like the swastika which is also pagan: https://norse-mythology.org/symbols/swastika-ancient-origins-modern-misuse ~ http://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-29644591) but they are stolen and misused...
Posted by Rev. JP Vanir on
Thursday, June 15, 2017 at
10:55:22 AM
Everyone will never understand my distrust in everyone when they always screw you over in the end. I have met les than a handful of people who have not screwed me over in the end. It happens again and again. I only trust non-human animals...
Posted by Rev. JP Vanir on
Wednesday, May 17, 2017 at
10:48:29 AM
Basic music is annoying the stuff I like and made has a lot of stuff going on in there. My favorite music is actually 80's - 90's goth and industrial...
Thanks JP:))
